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[08 Apr 2006|09:10pm] |
every thing i saw today
i wanted to make love to
hollywood video is full of hotties
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[04 Apr 2006|09:26pm] |
school work...... I LOVE IT
it is so unbelievable hard for me to write an essay lately oH
and i lost all artistic sence i ever had today.....BAD BAD BAD
poop on papter is what i made.
im a idiot for doing what i do
i realy believe im good at just abotu nothin
pppff oh well
i love life even as bad as it sucks farts out of marissas butt
love it
whitman is neat
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[03 Apr 2006|05:39pm] |
no one can speach the words on your lips
speach the words you left unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is were your book begins
wow gotta love it
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[20 Mar 2006|05:53pm] |
i really dont think you love someone if you cant be with them because some things they do.///?
that has nothing to do with my horrible love life but it was just weird to me
i didnt love him
he didnt love me
we wouldnt have ever loved one another
it was just a bump in the road
that i enjoyed tripping over very much
but it did hurt very very very very bad
things will be better soon
loosing hope is te best thing
you are onlt happy if you chose to be
i really believe that
i can cry and greive i deserve that
but....... i chose to be happy
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[27 Feb 2006|09:00pm] |
wow its pretty bad when you dred with all your heart coming home
pretty sad when you sit in your car to pass the time
i have toget out of here ifuckign hate YEAH I USED THE WORD HATE
i truely hate him
i dont even hate fake people i just dont like them
what the fuck am i doing?
why dont i just move?
yeah i ask myself that alot
holy fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
sdfjkl;jkaasalkfjsdkl;fjskl;djgfioprsehglkni kinda want to end my life with this bullshit studyguide andthis bullshit math
andthis bullshit excuse for a father
tobad my mom the best thing to happen to america
and i have great friends
and i WONDERFUl boy
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[11 Feb 2006|05:50pm] |
what a new way of thinking.
isnt i weird how your whole outlook on life can be changed by one person?
well i think its weird and Great very great
well its V day soon and i dont think im hanging out with my valenine, cause that ninny works ALOT
just hit up faith center maybe
RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
im going right now
3rd time seeing it
and im going again next weekend
if you have not seen this movie go do that righ now
PLEASE
well school sucks nipples cause math
but ohh well right?
gotta stick it out
gotta love ryans house for all mary's cookin
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[24 Jan 2006|06:23pm] |
ohh life has been so good to me these last few weeks
seriously AMAZING
just wow is all JUST WOW
im pretty deep in now and i really hope he is just as deep
i can actually see this lasting a long time[never had that feeling really]
i feel like im giving up on school cause these fucking classes have been the same all year and im tierd of them TO ALL HELL
im gonna make a vow to myself that i can get a B in english and a A in american gov
gotta go shoppin
i love life
its to fragil to waste
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[14 Jan 2006|02:12pm] |
confusion, frustration, constent worries, butterflies, good kisses, feeling good about me, begining of one of my breakdowns, smiles, misspellings, not know what i want and what i need
fart fart
fart
fart
dfartsdfsjkdfasjkdfhkjsvsjnniiinnnnnyyyyyyyymuuuugggiiinnnnnnssss
crappoop im just gonna go with the flow and what ever the fuck happens happe
right?
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[10 Jan 2006|09:35pm] |
all my sarrows
all my doubts
all my tears
YEAH THERE AL GONE
"you lose, you learn
you cry, you learn
you get back together YOU LEARN"
ohhh i think things are goign to be better then ever now
this was needed
no taking for granted
"dont take me for granted cause i give you pleasure"
dont take that in a sexual way...it a song
a good one
i cant believe how much i truely care abotu a guy, its weird and ironic how somethings work
if it wasnt for maya i dont even think we would be back together as weird as that is but she helped me through this so much, i just wish i could help her in the way she really wants
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[07 Jan 2006|10:40am] |
i hurt
really bad
i dont know what i am supposed to feel or do
why did i do this when i knew it was going to slap me in the face
no punch me
nope not it
SHOoT ME
i want to drink
i wanna smoke
i wanna not be....me right now
i just dont understand why i let myself truely like someone
i stopped it all the other times
why didnt i this time
FUCK i didnt know i had so much water in my eyes
they are beyond dry but keep leaking
i need some girls
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[03 Jan 2006|05:00pm] |
having someone behind you always trying to run your life....gets a little bit crazy sometimes
never really noticed how bad he trys to mkae me EXACTLY like him and the last thing i want is to be anythign like him, i love him but i cant stand him
but i will tell you someone i can stand...Tom so maybe im in liking with him alot
i thought this was goign to be anouther week to month fling but i have a feeling this one is different. but thats all you guys get
schoolfrickin frick we have to go back, weirdly im not to upset about it, and usually i am BUT i am stressed
new year is hear and im starting over
you know.......you can do that now, it is not just a new day but a new year
and im goign to be OK
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[31 Dec 2005|03:25am] |
freakin Tom
he came home early and surprised me in codys room
the best surprise of my life
new years is commmmin in a few hours and i cant wait to get up and start getting ready
tomorrow is goign to be the best night
i get to have a MALE kiss this year...hopefully
well shoot P-town i took over but ended up spending most money in eugene on a sexy new bra......SPLUGE
but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do
MIMI is not feeling to great but a few shots can make her feel better
SISSY might is my fav and i sent her on her way.....who am i
(but sissy i will tell you all abotu what you missed out on)
i love my life i do i do
i hate the stuff that comes along with being me but i love it
dose that make any sence?
pshhhh i dont care if it dosnt
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[28 Dec 2005|12:26am] |
might as well just kill me now
a killing is in packt for the night
"There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying"
this is how i feel WORD FOR WORD
make me better
peter and portland could make me better
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[07 Dec 2005|11:10pm] |
ohhh frinkin fartyyyy
dooom doom doommmmm yeah
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[07 Dec 2005|03:19pm] |
today has been not to good
DONT WORRY IM STILL HAPPY
but hinigs are turning around for htis girl things are goign ot be ok
im gonna hav bad days but theres always tomorrow
im not goign to be fake to peopel i dont like anymore
im done with thas crap
but i will be extra nice to people i DO ENJOY
and is probably you
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[03 Dec 2005|03:29pm] |
iam happy
just plain happy
i love my life
no matter how much i wine i love it
i love being OK
i am ok
why?
uhhg i dont know things are just comign together
last night was the best night i hav ever had
im ok with myself...i never thought i would ever ever ever be saying this but i am
and i couldnt ask for anything more for christmas
im happy to be asian
come shopping with me
SISSY AND MEME AFTER CHRISTMAN
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[26 Nov 2005|11:22am] |
I GOT A BRA
i did and it fits my BOOBS
maybe
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[25 Nov 2005|12:38am] |
im sitting up late on thanksgiving waiting for shitts to righ tme back and i need to get up like HELLA</>early tomorrow but i really want to raed this next message but peopel take long
ummmm shit i do not talk.
oh right and HAPPY THANKSGIVING
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[23 Nov 2005|03:06pm] |
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im in class right now ands theres a big descusion about Bush and im getting all fired up with my crew and then theres a couple fartys baggin the war up..pshnnaaaa
anyways im felling butterflys in my TUM latly and i like it!
but we dont need to talk about it just yet cause im sure its a fling likeeveryother....right?
i feel like shitbut tomorrow is thanksgiving and im goign to PIGOUT baby...on tatos
walmart at 12:30 with tracy on a school night is love
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[18 Nov 2005|12:09am] |
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so lets gte this bull shit straigh
i dont cheat......staight enough?
GOOD
well tomorrow is the top luck and thats neat i guess to bad i cant eat any of the food...well im going to have to try some....but tomorrow is my veggie day so i will try to stick with only veggies btu we will see
UMMMMMMM i love you
and i dont love liers who make things up cause they have yet to grow up
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