Katie

theonlycompany @ 2006-04-08T21:10:00

2006-04-09T04:11:08Z

every thing i saw today
i wanted to make love to

hollywood video is full of hotties

theonlycompany @ 2006-04-04T21:26:00

2006-04-05T04:29:21Z

school work...... I LOVE IT

it is so unbelievable hard for me to write an essay lately oH
and i lost all artistic sence i ever had today.....BAD BAD BAD
poop on papter is what i made.

im a idiot for doing what i do
i realy believe im good at just abotu nothin
pppff oh well
i love life even as bad as it sucks farts out of marissas butt
love it

whitman is neat

theonlycompany @ 2006-04-03T17:39:00

2006-04-04T00:41:04Z

no one can speach the words on your lips

speach the words you left unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is were your book begins

wow gotta love it

theonlycompany @ 2006-03-20T17:53:00

2006-03-21T01:56:28Z

i really dont think you love someone if you cant be with them because some things they do.///?

that has nothing to do with my horrible love life but it was just weird to me

i didnt love him
he didnt love me
we wouldnt have ever loved one another
it was just a bump in the road
that i enjoyed tripping over very much
but it did hurt very very very very bad

things will be better soon
loosing hope is te best thing

you are onlt happy if you chose to be
i really believe that

i can cry and greive i deserve that
but....... i chose to be happy

theonlycompany @ 2006-02-27T21:00:00

2006-02-28T05:04:24Z

wow its pretty bad when you dred with all your heart coming home
pretty sad when you sit in your car to pass the time
i have toget out of here ifuckign hate YEAH I USED THE WORD HATE
i truely hate him
i dont even hate fake people i just dont like them
what the fuck am i doing?
why dont i just move?
yeah i ask myself that alot

holy fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck

sdfjkl;jkaasalkfjsdkl;fjskl;djgfioprsehglkni kinda want to end my life with this bullshit studyguide andthis bullshit math
andthis bullshit excuse for a father

tobad my mom the best thing to happen to america
and i have great friends
and i WONDERFUl boy

theonlycompany @ 2006-02-11T17:50:00

2006-02-12T01:55:39Z

what a new way of thinking.

isnt i weird how your whole outlook on life can be changed by one person?
well i think its weird and Great very great

well its V day soon and i dont think im hanging out with my valenine, cause that ninny works ALOT
just hit up faith center maybe

RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
RENT.
im going right now
3rd time seeing it
and im going again next weekend

if you have not seen this movie go do that righ now
PLEASE

well school sucks nipples cause math
but ohh well right?
gotta stick it out

gotta love ryans house for all mary's cookin

theonlycompany @ 2006-01-24T18:23:00

2006-01-25T02:27:05Z

ohh life has been so good to me these last few weeks
seriously AMAZING
just wow is all JUST WOW

im pretty deep in now and i really hope he is just as deep
i can actually see this lasting a long time[never had that feeling really]

i feel like im giving up on school cause these fucking classes have been the same all year and im tierd of them TO ALL HELL
im gonna make a vow to myself that i can get a B in english and a A in american gov

gotta go shoppin
i love life
its to fragil to waste

theonlycompany @ 2006-01-14T14:12:00

2006-01-14T22:15:29Z

confusion, frustration, constent worries, butterflies, good kisses, feeling good about me, begining of one of my breakdowns, smiles, misspellings, not know what i want and what i need

fart fart
fart
fart
dfartsdfsjkdfasjkdfhkjsvsjnniiinnnnnyyyyyyyymuuuugggiiinnnnnnssss

crappoop im just gonna go with the flow and what ever the fuck happens happe

right?

theonlycompany @ 2006-01-10T21:35:00

2006-01-11T05:40:58Z

all my sarrows
all my doubts
all my tears

YEAH THERE AL GONE
"you lose, you learn
you cry, you learn
you get back together YOU LEARN"

ohhh i think things are goign to be better then ever now
this was needed
no taking for granted

"dont take me for granted cause i give you pleasure"

dont take that in a sexual way...it a song
a good one

i cant believe how much i truely care abotu a guy, its weird and ironic how somethings work

if it wasnt for maya i dont even think we would be back together as weird as that is but she helped me through this so much, i just wish i could help her in the way she really wants

theonlycompany @ 2006-01-07T10:40:00

2006-01-07T18:43:43Z

i hurt
really bad

i dont know what i am supposed to feel or do
why did i do this when i knew it was going to slap me in the face
no punch me
nope not it
SHOoT ME

i want to drink
i wanna smoke
i wanna not be....me right now
i just dont understand why i let myself truely like someone
i stopped it all the other times
why didnt i this time

FUCK i didnt know i had so much water in my eyes

they are beyond dry but keep leaking

i need some girls

theonlycompany @ 2006-01-03T17:00:00

2006-01-04T01:05:43Z

having someone behind you always trying to run your life....gets a little bit crazy sometimes

never really noticed how bad he trys to mkae me EXACTLY like him and the last thing i want is to be anythign like him, i love him but i cant stand him

but i will tell you someone i can stand...Tom so maybe im in liking with him alot
i thought this was goign to be anouther week to month fling but i have a feeling this one is different. but thats all you guys get

schoolfrickin frick we have to go back, weirdly im not to upset about it, and usually i am BUT i am stressed

new year is hear and im starting over
you know.......you can do that now, it is not just a new day but a new year
and im goign to be OK

theonlycompany @ 2005-12-31T03:25:00

2005-12-31T11:29:37Z

freakin Tom

he came home early and surprised me in codys room
the best surprise of my life

new years is commmmin in a few hours and i cant wait to get up and start getting ready
tomorrow is goign to be the best night

i get to have a MALE kiss this year...hopefully
well shoot P-town i took over but ended up spending most money in eugene on a sexy new bra......SPLUGE
but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do

MIMI is not feeling to great but a few shots can make her feel better
SISSY might is my fav and i sent her on her way.....who am i
(but sissy i will tell you all abotu what you missed out on)

i love my life i do i do
i hate the stuff that comes along with being me but i love it
dose that make any sence?

pshhhh i dont care if it dosnt

theonlycompany @ 2005-12-28T00:26:00

2005-12-28T08:36:34Z

might as well just kill me now
a killing is in packt for the night

"There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying"

this is how i feel WORD FOR WORD

make me better
peter and portland could make me better

theonlycompany @ 2005-12-07T23:10:00

2005-12-08T07:10:48Z

ohhh frinkin fartyyyy

dooom doom doommmmm yeah

theonlycompany @ 2005-12-07T15:19:00

2005-12-07T23:23:58Z

today has been not to good
DONT WORRY IM STILL HAPPY

but hinigs are turning around for htis girl things are goign ot be ok
im gonna hav bad days but theres always tomorrow

im not goign to be fake to peopel i dont like anymore
im done with thas crap

but i will be extra nice to people i DO ENJOY

and is probably you

theonlycompany @ 2005-12-03T15:29:00

2005-12-03T23:35:16Z

iam happy

just plain happy
i love my life
no matter how much i wine i love it
i love being OK

i am ok

why?
uhhg i dont know things are just comign together
last night was the best night i hav ever had
im ok with myself...i never thought i would ever ever ever be saying this but i am
and i couldnt ask for anything more for christmas

im happy to be asian

come shopping with me
SISSY AND MEME AFTER CHRISTMAN

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-26T11:22:00

2005-11-26T19:22:38Z

I GOT A BRA
i did and it fits my BOOBS

maybe

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-25T00:38:00

2005-11-25T08:39:22Z

im sitting up late on thanksgiving waiting for shitts to righ tme back and i need to get up like HELLA</>early tomorrow but i really want to raed this next message but peopel take long

ummmm shit i do not talk.

oh right and HAPPY THANKSGIVING

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-23T15:06:00

2005-11-23T23:12:57Z

im in class right now ands theres a big descusion about Bush and im getting all fired up with my crew and then theres a couple fartys baggin the war up..pshnnaaaa

anyways im felling butterflys in my TUM latly and i like it!
but we dont need to talk about it just yet cause im sure its a fling likeeveryother....right?

i feel like shitbut tomorrow is thanksgiving and im goign to PIGOUT baby...on tatos

walmart at 12:30 with tracy on a school night is love

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-18T00:09:00

2005-11-18T08:11:53Z

so lets gte this bull shit straigh
i dont cheat......staight enough?
GOOD

well tomorrow is the top luck and thats neat i guess to bad i cant eat any of the food...well im going to have to try some....but tomorrow is my veggie day so i will try to stick with only veggies btu we will see

UMMMMMMM i love you
and i dont love liers who make things up cause they have yet to grow up

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-15T19:57:00

2005-11-16T03:57:31Z

its that time of the month again....NO not my period

the 2 weeks were i have a break down
its already hear....and to thin ki actually thought i was going to be ok this month

well at least i will loose at least 4 pound these next weeks
gotta love being fucked!

sorry to who ever reads this, if you cant tell im a lil crazy and had a bad day
really im probably the happiest person in the world

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-14T15:50:00

2005-11-14T23:56:53Z

ok weird!

my life has been so weird lately, i know im not a slut but i really feel like one.
I DONT LIKE THAT FEELING causei havnt had to feel it in years and now its back and it makes me sick

and again i feel like im goign crazy...mad... haha well shoot i gotta pee

i came to the real deal
i dont think im good at school

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-07T19:18:00

2005-11-08T03:21:21Z

life life life

its funny to me cause it just the same thing over and over again
you have a few new experiences then back to the same routein of the same pain and a lil new
the same love and then a lil new
the same school and then ya learn

why do i love life more and more
yet its always the same

my life is good
why?

cause you are in it

here we go

2005-11-05T02:53:27Z

SOOOOOO

Im gonna write in this again
finally

well here we go
my weeks have been pretty good lately
as you all know me and nate have ended it and i think things are goign pretty good, we are still friedns and all so thats neato

School
mehh i think im goign to get a B average this term as long as i can get a C in AP human ANAT
yeah then i ccan get anythign i want peirced haha

Me
im feeling pretty good this week but then today rolled along and i lost it, im feeling gross of course

ok i don twant to write anymore
im bored

theonlycompany @ 2005-11-03T07:49:00

2005-11-03T15:50:37Z

its early and im watching Luguna Beach and FREAKIN JESSICA i hate her
i love LC shes the only girl on there i like

well i dont really know what to write but about TV
so im out

ohhand im sick